Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Doing right by Hank


I've been treating Hank for osteoarthritis in his right knee since 2005. He had been getting along fine until 10 weeks ago, when I went out one very snowy morning to find him barely able to walk. A week of stall rest and adjusting his pain medicine got him back to normal, but our vet recommended new x-rays to see how the arthritis was progressing. On Monday, Hank and I made the trek to get the inside scoop on his knee.

Not surprisingly, the changes since his last x-rays in 2005 were pretty significant. In one area where the cartilege has deteriorated completely, bone is striking bone. We also saw evidence in one of the carpal bones of a fracture that has healed over – the vet suspects this was the cause of Hank's lameness in January.

Given all that's going on inside his knee, I'm surprised Hank gets along as well as he does. He's been getting a daily dose of Previcox to manage his pain, and that will continue. There's nothing we can do to add cartilege back into the joint, but as long as I can keep him comfortable, I'm totally ok with him being a retired pasture ornament living the good life in the comfort and safety of the 7MSN.

As the exam was winding down, our vet happened to mention a horse he'd been treating whose knee problems were very similar to Hank's. That horse was also on Previcox and had been comfortably enjoying his retirement. Then the owner brought home a new horse.

"Turns out that was the worst thing she could have done," he said. All the maneuvering and sorting out between the two when the new horse was introduced did fatal damage to the older horse's knee. He had to euthanize the horse within a month of the new guy's arrival.

That sound you hear is my bubble bursting.

I know it's possible that, just by being a horse, Hank could damage his knee beyond the point of recovery. But it's probable this would happen if I move forward with my plan to bring home a new horse. So it ain't gonna happen.

Though I didn't know it at the time, Lyle's subdued behavior over the last three months of his life could very well be what kept Hank out of trouble. Before then, when Lyle was feeling good and full of himself, they used to play like this all the time:


Mercifully, Hank doesn't play this way with the burros, and if I maintain the herd's status quo, maybe I can keep Hank comfortable for years to come.

He will adjust to being an only horse, I will adjust to not having a horse to ride, it's not the end of the world, and the sun will still come up tomorrow. I was raised to believe things happen for a reason and it was meant to be. So I will proceed under the belief that for whatever reason, I'm not supposed to have a new horse at this moment in my life. And I will be ok with that. It's not what I want, but it's what Hank needs.

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  1. Well, that's also the news I wasn't expecting to hear either, but your positive attitude and love for Hank shine through, and that's what really matters.

    Thank goodness your vet shared that other horse story with you ... that was a blessing in itself too.

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  2. Linda I totally understand your reasoning and think you are doing the best for Hank....However.... as you have accepted the fact that you will not have a horse to ride for the next couple of years to ensure Hanks comfort have you considered a baby? You want a mustang why not n youngster? a foal would be more accepting of Hanks authority and would probably not attempt to challenge him from day one? You would then have a pal for hank and a riding horse for yourself in a few years.

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  3. You are brave and kind and Hank is lucky to have you! Maybe you can find a friend's horse to ride sometimes, when you aren't getting your horse fix by just being with Hank.

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  4. Hank is so lucky to have found an owner like you. The day will come when you'll be rewarded for your kindness. You'll never have any regrets for what your doing.

    Feel better Hank, oh yeah and to George & Alan, be nice to Hank and take good care of him.

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  5. Hi Carson: I don't own a horse either but I visit Everett now and again in the summer for a nice ride. Even if I don't ride I still brush him and give him carrots. He lives at a beautiful farm near me. He's always happy to see me.
    Best always, Sandra

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  6. Count me in on the dissapointed fans who were excited to read about a new Mustang. But you do have to consider Hank and his health, too. Poor Hank.

    :(

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  7. I agree with your philosophy that everything happens just about the way it's supposed to... And isn't it good that you learned now what you might have learned too late to benefit Hank!

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  8. I am also so glad that your vet was able to share this information with you. It would have been devastating to lose Hank, especially so soon after losing Lyle.
    My girls (17, 15, 6) pile up in the bed with me on Sunday mornings and I read your blog postings to them :):) We laugh together at the shenanigans of your animals.

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  9. Christo, a very young horse would respect Hank's authority but would also be very energetic - I'd be a wreck every time they played and chased each other around.

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  10. Awww, Linda, that is very sad news indeed! I thought a pasture buddy would be a good idea to keep him company and it would be a horse you could ride. That is so unfair!

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  11. Oh my...not the news I thought you were going to share! So sorry about Hank's knee, but he is very lucky to have you.

    What a range of emotions this story has to share. Had the vet not told you that story...wow! I too believe the puzzle pieces of life to seem to fall into place for whatever reasons and it all works out somehow.

    Getting through the emotions of waiting to see why certain things happen sometimes is difficult, but hopefully knowing how wonderful and caring you are to your critters will help you through times of disappointment!

    Give all the family hugs and scratches from Jenny in MN!

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  12. What a bummer of a decision, but you are making the one that is best for your group -- and ultimately for you. Hook those little burros to your cart and do some driving. It's not quite the same, but it will still be fun.

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  13. Poor Hank. Have you ever tried the alpha omega anti flam? I have seen that stuff work wonders on more horse than one.

    Hat ban is almost done. Unfortunately I have to go to a funeral of an uncle so it's not going to be shipped back to you until next week.

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  14. Well that's not good news. It's the best for Hank though to not have to get another horse in line right now. Poor guy, I can sympathize with his bone on bone pain. Glad he's got the meds to make him more comfortable.

    Every thing does happen for a reason but sometimes it's hard for us to figure it out. I'm hoping maybe there is a neighbor who may have a horse you can ride occasionally. You're a good mom to your animals to put their problems ahead of your personal wishes. Hang in there something good will come along.

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  15. Putting knee kneeds first, bless your horsewoman's heart. Riding is one of life's great pleasures but not the only one when it comes to horses.

    I know you love working around Hank, inhaling his fragrance, giving him a good brushing, even picking his hooves.

    That's true horse love and you've got it good and true

    The Holler is keeping a good thought for you and Hank and the rest of the 7MSN cirque du critter.

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  16. I have never had a horse, and have never used Adequan (some people use it for dogs). I bet you and your vet have considered it for Hank and have decided it wouldn't be a good idea.

    I have heard that Adequan works.....

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  17. Knew something was up. Figured it was about Hank. Knowledge is a heavy thing, but a good thing to have. This is why you talk to the vet and not Smooch or Wynonna:>)

    Mustangs will be around for a long time. When and if the time comes, one or two may come your way.

    Thank you for this post. Sometimes blogging is just making yourself say things out loud.

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  18. I'm sorry that the news was disappointing. Hank is a very lucky boy to have an owner who takes such good care of him. I hope he takes it easy and is pain free. Wish there was some way you could protect Hank, but still have a riding horse. Do you have room to divide your property so that you could have two separate herds? Hank and the burros? Of course, that would mean 2 new horses for the 2nd herd. Just wishing you could have your Hank and riding horse too. But I admire your decision to safeguard Hank so he can enjoy retirement and his burro buddies.

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  19. Life certainly gives us twists and turns. I agree things happen for a reason and are meant to be. Most of all I feel Hank is so fortunate to have landed on 7MSN with you.

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  20. You are such a loving person, Linda, always doing what is right for your crew, no matter what

    There was a reason for your Vet having had this experience and sharing it with you..........it has surely kept you from more heartbreak

    Spring is here...........time for more spring fever antics from your 4 legged sweeties !!!

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  21. You are such a warmhearted person to put Hank's needs before your own. So good to see!

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  22. Hank is indeed very lucky to have you as his mom. Ah, you will be too busy training those burrito boys to drive... A good cart ride is as fun as riding. Best wishes.

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  23. Poor old Hank.

    What about your driving plans with the burros? Could you direct your riding efforts to a "donkey cart"? Or maybe you could ride the burros? It's an appropriate Easter thing. We'll wave palm fronds.

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  24. As a lover of animals and considering this problem, I think you are probably making the right choice. Do they use glucosamine for horses? I know dogs can take it and it supposedly helps with arthritis but don't know much about horses.

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  25. Hi Linda, We have a Previcox pony, that's what we call her since she is also on daily meds. I was just wondering if perhaps there is a rescue horse that would need you and Hank? A horse with special needs, one can't get around so good but still could be a companion? Just a thought since so many horses need good homes. We rescued a pony in need for a companion and it has worked out wonderful. Also Adequan works wonders.

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  26. Totally in awe of you Carson. Putting the best interest of your horse before your own desires.... Wish there were more like you.

    Some people are riders and some people are horsemen (and women!) You're a true horsewomen and my hat is off to you.

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  27. Thank goodness you found this out before another horse was adopted. Maybe a neighbor has a horse they'll let you ride so you can do that. Hank is a special boy and I know you want him to stay healthy and happy as much as possible.

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  28. You are a real blessing for the all the animals in your care. I suspect that you and Hank will develop an even deeper bond, as he moves further into retirement.

    My love to you, Hank, and the rest of your herd.

    xoxo
    Carolynn

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  29. Carson, I agree with you that a young horse would be too much for Hank, even if Hank was the dominant one. I finally had to separate Jackson (10 months) and RT (30 years) because Jackson was just being too rough (now that he's gelded, he'll go in with the fillies and learn some manners!).

    I do however, second (or third or fourth) the motion for you to go ahead with your donkey-driving training. THAT would certainly be a hoot! and would keep you (and the rest of us) entertained!

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  30. Hank is blessed to have such a great mom! My heart did a little skip yesterday when there was no new posting, so I was a little scared to read today's blog. While I am sad you won't be getting a new horse soon, I agree with all the other commentators - you have made the right decision. The love you have for your critters/children is evident in every word you write, and the choices you make are ALWAYS done with their best interest in mind.

    So when are the chickens coming?

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  31. That is so good you found that out ahead of time instead of having to go through that again. Sorry your Mustang is on hold for you but so glad to see beautiful Hank having such a wonderful life there at 7MSN. My Appy is living alone once again with his little donkey companion and doing fine and from what I've seen of your photos lately George really seems to be making an effort to buddy more with Hank.

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  32. You're such a considerate person to look at the big picture and make a difficult decision that's in Hank's best interests.

    I think about things like this a lot, since we have 27-year old Salina with her arthritic knees. With her being the boss mare here, she doesn't tend to get into the romping and playing that the geldings do, and we are able to keep her in the smaller paddocks and barnyards with her donkeys when needed, which keeps her happy.

    I wish we were close or else Star Trek technology was here... I'd be more than happy to let you ride Cody every single day!

    A few commenters have mentioned Adequan and glucosamine - these are not very effective in a joint where bone is on bone, unfortunately.

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  33. Hank is one lucky horse to have you for an owner. You definitely don't have the "it's just an animal" attitude that so many people have. I hope it works out that somehow your other pursuits will lead to something wonderful or perhaps someone nearby will have a horse to borrow on occassion.

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  34. I can so relate to an injured horse. And an arthritic one. Something to consider, not sure if you already do it, but a chiropractor could help his body stay in alignment. When a horse favors one leg it tends to throw their whole body out.

    My horse will need chiropractic for the rest of his life. Only twice a year, but it really helps him.

    I think you're making the right decision for you and for your horse. It's difficult, I know, but he's so lucky to have you. And at least he's got his burro buddies.

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  35. That is heartbreaking news...but you are doing the right thing for you and Hank...everything comes in time, when the time is right.

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  36. ((HUG)). You are perfectly right to maintain the happiness and comfort of the babies you already have. As long as Hank's eating well and is still interested in life, then that's what matters :).

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  37. I'm so sorry for Hank - both because of his pain and missing out on another equine companion. We have some senior horses set out with low men on the totem pole and everyone seems to stay pretty toned down, but they've had time to settle into that routine. I imagine it's a different story when you try to introduce someone new.

    You know what's best for your herd and General Hank. He'll still have his burros to boss around.

    I hope you can get out for rides on occasion...

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  38. Two words for you: MORE BURROS!

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  39. Oh, that's sad that you won't be getting your new horse right away. However, I understand and totally respect your decision to do right by Hank. It never ceases to amaze me how much they know about each other and how well they take care of each other, especially when we seem to be so clueless so many times. They truly are amazing animals! My horse has recurrent uveitis and is losing his vision...probably has been for a while now, maybe even years...answers a lot of questions about a lot of things I had wondered about, but apparently I'm the last to know. *sigh* And, I pride myself on being a good horsey mom. All I can say is that we all do the best we can at the time based on our knowledge, financial ability and a host of other variables. Aren't you glad they're so forgiving of our short-sightedness? I hope Hank stays comfortable.

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  40. the memory of a deceased animal friend is always so bitter sweet. So sad that they are not with me but so thankful they have touched my life. The same with seeing another beloved animal deal with a loss. So sad for their loss of a friend but so thankful we can see these amazing animals form relationships. So it is with a tear but a smile that I read your post today. It sounds like George is already trying to befriend Hank in his own way (from your other post). You all are going to be just fine and Hank is too! It is true that it is fortunate that we don't always dictate our own life. Sometimes things are much better when we take a step back. Good for you for being sensitive to Hank's needs and being able to find the positive side!

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  41. I wish more poeple had your way of thinking. I also found that even though you have a horse that cannot be ridden, well, it is okay. They do make beautiful pasture ornaments and you just can't beat the company. I believe the same as you, things happen for reasons. Hugs.

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  42. It wouldn't have occurred to me about horseplay aggravating arthritis. Wow. I sure wish you all the best. You've had a lot of adjustment to go through lately.

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  43. What about trying to find an older retired sedate horse that could be a friend/companion for Hank? Maybe two old arthritic equines could help each other out?

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  44. You can come and visit me and ride one of mine.

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  45. But remember quantity is not quality. And a 1,000 people can tell a 1,000 bad horse stories and a 1,000 good horse stories.

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  46. Linda...there are "horsewomen" and "riders" and for now (and forever) you will be a horsewoman. A person who revels in the presence of her horse, regardless of his qualities or capabilites.

    You can be a rider again someday. Heck, you and I are going to live so damn long we'll be mounting up in our 80's, 90's.

    So many trails, so little time!

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  47. Doing the right thing isn't always easy. Bless you for making this choice; I'm sure that it will give you quality time with Hank, and allow you to get some training done with those two rascal burros. Carefully supervised by Deets, of course.

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  48. What a heartwarming post. I am so glad that you were able to find out this information before you adopted a new horse. Your a good Mom to Hank. I agree, everything happens for a reason, and I do believe God has a greater purpose than we can sometime see at the time.

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  49. How did I miss this post?

    Is there any way that the horse equivalent of syn-disc is an option?

    My partner is looking at this option for his knee injury; maybe it can benefit an arthritic joint in an equine.

    I'm definately not a horse expert, but maybe this can be exlpored.

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  50. and here Hank is 3 years later, looking great...

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